Life is either a daring adventure or nothing

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... (Continued from previous post)... Since that day of confession, a cold war broke out between me and my parents. We never talked and I could sense the tinge of disgust and disappointment at home with my parents. And this hopeless situation lingered on for almost a month, until one day when my parents asked me this question... "Are you very sure about kicking this sickening addiction?"

"YES! YES! I really need help! I am so sick and tired of falling in and out of this issue! I need help! Please do anything to help me!"

With tears welling in my eyes, my parents were truly convinced that I was really serious about getting rid of my lustful dirty little habit.

"Ok, we believe you. From now on, you must follow the rules that we set out for you.

Number 1: Move your computer into the living room.

Number 2: You can only use the computer when we are at home.

Number 3: You must allow us to conduct spotchecks on you when you are alone at home.

If you are serious about kicking the habit, do you agree to these rules?"

Honestly, for a good whole 10 seconds, I was dumbfounded by these rules that my parents set out for me. They seem so torturous and rigid! But I realized that if I was really serious about it, then it would call for me to take on these drastic measures which my parents set out for me.

"Ok. I agree to follow these rules.... sniff sniff..."

The subsequent weeks and months after I made this pact with my parents, life went on a roller coaster journey... but definitely for a good purpose. There were times when I was alone and home, and suddenly the phone would ring and my mum would be shouting from the other end of the phone line...

"What are you doing at home? Are you looking at those dirty websites???"

Since that defining confession moment to my parents, life has never been the same again.

Do you think I still struggle with watching internet pornography since that day?

Stay tuned for my final concluding episode .......